Sunday, February 8, 2009

Random ramblings, crazy creator

So, hi. This is my brand new shiny blog. A lot of it no one will probably read because I doubt anyone really cares, but anyways, this is where I'll put my random thoughts because here, no one knows me. Here, no one judges me, I'm just myself and that's all. I don't have to be something I'm not. Also, no one I know knows I have this blog. Its a nice thing, being anonymous...nothing you say or do gets questioned. Nothing really matters because no one can connect a name and a face to the blog. I love that feeling. Its why I escape to places like this to put my thoughts down. I like having the risk of people reading what I write and figuring out who I am, but at the same time, knowing no one probably will. Everyone cares too much, everyone focuses too much attention on the bad days, not enough on the good. It pisses me off. You write something sad where people know you and you'll get the third degree...on places where no one knows your name you're free from the questioning glances and the worried looks. Its like a bird flying. Dropping all the excess weight and just spreading your wings. It's a freedom to post depressing things, its letting go of lose baggage and getting away from it all. So yeah...that's why I decided to make this, and only a few people will ever know about it. WHEEEEEEE! :D

p/s. I'm not fully crazy. :D